Day 44 and 45

They say that after you do something for 30 days it becomes a habit. I will agree to disagree! I keep being a slacker on posting everyday. GAH! So to mega make up for it, here is three pictures. And when all else fails I take puppy pictures. My easiest subjects.

Yesterday was lazy day. I cracked my book for studying, but it is soooo dang hard to get into study mode after the poor results I had last time. I had every intention of studying all day today....riiiiight.

Last night was stitch and bitch. It super helped the bad mood I was in. I think I'm just getting over some sickness. I have been feeling pretty crummy for a few days now.... which again doesn't help studying one bit!

Today I went to visit friends at the high school. (teachers, not students). I like that I can consider some teachers to be friends. Friends to the point of inviting some of them to my wedding. :)

Then I went swimming. I decided not to sign up for the next swim session. I would miss a lot of the classes due to work orientation and wedding things. So I will wait till after the wedding and will then maybe jump back into class. I feel like the workouts do less for me now than they used to. So I swim mostly for the friendships I have fused with my old ladies that I swim with. :)

Then Nikki came over and we grabbed lunch and poked around the mall. I love being able to have easy conversation like that. It is surprisingly stress relieving.

We talked about marriage a lot and how so many people rush into getting married young. It got me thinking about the fact that of my close friends I am the only one who will be married. I began to wonder if being married will change friendships or how people act around me. I don't think it will. I think that Josh has been attached to my hip for long enough, that nothing will really change. I suppose it would be different if we didn't live together first. I know a lot of couples who don't live together before hand then want to spend every moment building their little dream world in their house after marriage. And while Josh and I are attached, we really aren't. My friends know that I don't need approval from him to go hang out or anything. So after we are married, I think life will just continue on as is. Dynamics will remain the same. Sometimes no change is good.