Day 39

This CD is all consuming. I picked it up yesterday and have since listened to it a bajillion times! Today was cleaning day. I donated a huge bag of clothes.

This summer I've been working on a spiritual journey. I've been reading lots of spiritual literature and becoming solid in my beliefs. Over the course of the past few years and this summer I completely lost all sense of self and self-esteem. Slowly but surely I've been building it back. I'm working on many self-improving ideas and activities.

A large part of it is forgiveness. I've been working to forgive people that I have been upset with or who have wronged me. Today I took the initiative to tell my guy friend I forgive him. We had a super tight bond for the longest time, but the last time we saw each other it ended really badly. Feelings were hurt and I was so angry with him. I've been meaning to tell him that I forgive him for quite some time now, but I kept chickening out. Well today was the day and it went well. I believe we have mended our friendship and put hurt feelings behind us. I feel 10 pounds lighter.

Little by little, I will continue on my spiritual journey. I will make improvements that will make me happier with my life. And I'm so excited for the greatness that will follow. :)